Current Residence: Philadelphia, PA|
Favourite genre of music: disco, soul, classic rock
Favourite style of art: anime
Operating System: Windows 7
Favourite cartoon character: Gir, Homer S, Spongebob, etc
If You KnewIf You knew I lost sleep over missing you, would it faze you at all?If You Knew by ConansAngel
If you knew it pains me not to hear your voice, would you care?
Do you care that you're driving me crazy?
Do you care that I'm reminded of you every single day?
Do you care when I worry about you?
Do you care that I miss you so much that it physically hurts me?
Do you care that I crave the next moment when we meet again, if ever?
Do You care that I love you, perhaps more than I love my own life?
If you cared about me, you'd have stayed.
If you cared about me, you'd worry about me too.
You would lose sleep like me and think it's worth it
You would be there for me when I need you
You would live and breathe me, as I live and breathe for you.
You wouldn't tell me to move on because you'd understand that I can't
You would fight to keep me in your life like I do
and you wouldn't have dared hurt me like you have.
How Dare YouHow dare you kiss me and then say it meant nothingHow Dare You by ConansAngel
How dare you make me feel safe, protected, and loved for but a moment only to dash my hopes completely.
How dare you be so kind, caring, and sympathetic and make me fall for you even more.
How dare you draw me in with your voice and looks then make me loathe the sight of you
And yet you make me dread the idea of never speaking to you again.
How dare you destroy my trust because my friends think you're manipulating me.
How dare you make me want you for things that meant nothing, things I wish were real and things that meant everything to me.
How dare you make me cry but make me love you for being so understanding about how I feel. How dare you cause me to hate you when all I wanted was to love you.
Don't Want to ForgetDon't dissapear from my life altogether.Don't Want to Forget by ConansAngel
Please leave me with but a strand of your memory.
I don't want to forget you existed.
I don't want to forget your face.
I don't want to forget your voice.
I don't want to forget our seemingly meaningless conversations
which meant the world to me.
I don't want to forget my life, my love, my world.
Forever, I always want to remember you, for you are
my everything and my one desire. In fact, you are my very soul.
SpellboundYou ignite a fire in my soul that will forever burn bright.Spellbound by ConansAngel
Your voice is like a soft whisper calling to me.
When I look into your eyes, I feel as if I'm drowning in all your perfection.
It's easy to lose myself within you.
My life had no meaning until you came along.
Being without you is a fate worse than death.
You still keep me spellbound despite my broken heart.
You put me through hours and days of torment, but I still cannot imagine a day without you.
Never mind a second, but being away from you for what feels like eternity is the worst.
Until the day i dieAfter that first time when she left my humble home the thoughts returned with a vengeance. You can never be with Lady Kikyo...You can never tell her about me or your real nature. She would be disgusted. She would abandon you. This facade isn't really you. Saving lives isn't your true nature, you should be taking them! I placed my fingers on my temples, trying to soothe the murderer inside of me. I could never let her see this side of me. She would abandon me like the others. I could imagine the revulsion twisting those beautiful pale features. I could see the sickening pity and the betrayal in those brown eyes. I ground my teeth hoping to shake the monster's laughter...to make him stop. He didn't feel the way I did about her.Lord44